I hate this. The feeling of vacuum, not doing anything worthwhile, wasting myself and having the time but not the right opportunity for doing what I loved. Yesterday tried to attend a meditation workshop, it did not happen. The other day, I picked up my favourite colours – fuschia, yellow and turquoise blue but could not draw anything worthwhile to use them. I tried going to shop, could not fit into anything I found sexy! Tried to read, scanned the papers, books, blogs, hated them again! My favourite songs also fail to arrest my attention for long.
Fuck, I feel I’ll die like this. Nothing to do, no friend to be with, no guy in my life and nothing to feel happy about! This is so painful and I hate myself.
1 comment:
There is more to life than dating and shopping, you know. You should enjoy and make full use of everything you have now. Think about it this way - I'm single, which means I'm available, which means I have ample choice in the market to choose.
Clothes is unfortunately something I can never give my gyan of wisdom for, but in the long run, I hope and pray everything works out positively for you :)
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